My dreams

It was a bright morning and i had almost no sleep,got up earlier than usual and in no time was groomed up.It was no ordinary day it was the day i was going to my IEL exams.IEL is in short for individual effectiveness labs,in this subject we where taught about gd,presentations and emails writing and we even had marks.This time around i had topped in the internals for my whole batch :) and here was a chance for me to top overall .I know it sounds nerdish but i was a average kid back from primary school ,the worst part of that is ur all ways in the middle if counted from both back and front of the table.Here was a chance where i could actually come first top in the whole batch.As i went through the exams i had only 1 thing humming in my mind parts of valkerie OST here are the wordings

Just hold on I got you.
I'm here too, I feel you
We'll get through
I know this I've seen it
A hundred times a thousand times
Just one more time
With you and I, I'll pull you close
And then we'll say goodbye

i did indeed top the table and i had achived my glory :D,thanks to the song the hard work did pay off
congrats to ajay also for the ten pointer

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My woes

Knowing that an area of wonderful time has come to an end really pains a lot.what iam missing presently in life would be the something more stupid and childish for others. But it did mean a lot to me and my group of friends. Tiger Den unspeakably had been a very important thing in our lives. To give a intro to outside world what it is ,in simple words it is a cyber .but for us it meant more than that and played a more vital role in our lives.Over the years it had been our hangout place and knowing it has shutdown and the Pcs sold sure does bring pain.And what lacks now is the peacefull time in those nothing else to do weekends.Filling the vaccum are a few places where we go which are out of desperation to move out of the house.The other day seeing a bunch of other friends hang out at a food joint i realized we also had turned into them,turned ordinary from having a secret hideout to having no hideout at all.Praying to God that td will return and will return big.

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promise?

I herby promise that some day i will surely be myself and be happy with it and not try to be others.It still make me wonder is it just that iam having a urge to "copy" others or is it just human nature.after hearing to all the crap from our elders,teachers we still do the same old lame mistake rather than not do it reason?.we feel our what our harmones says is right they are all dumb.wise guy(experienced loser):"hey dont go there its dangerous".ME(loser to be):*what a dumb ass just fuck off*.yea thats right harmones make us do it ya lets all blame the rest on the poor harmones afterall we do have to blame some one right.after all this there is just one question is it the way of telling stuff wrong?the parents trying to prevent harm to thier children???this reminds me a story where a Mom doesnt prevent her child from aprroching the fire so it learns the hard way.the hard way yea???? but lifes not that simple dear the hard way stuff has to pay a price after all we have only 1 life so cant loose any thing much.but does it mean we also need to utilize our life and have lot of fun?? after all its your life you see and you will get only 1 life.why is life so complicated why? why wasent there a simple button where can click and download a life of our own if any one finds such a site let me know please

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