promise?

I herby promise that some day i will surely be myself and be happy with it and not try to be others.It still make me wonder is it just that iam having a urge to "copy" others or is it just human nature.after hearing to all the crap from our elders,teachers we still do the same old lame mistake rather than not do it reason?.we feel our what our harmones says is right they are all dumb.wise guy(experienced loser):"hey dont go there its dangerous".ME(loser to be):*what a dumb ass just fuck off*.yea thats right harmones make us do it ya lets all blame the rest on the poor harmones afterall we do have to blame some one right.after all this there is just one question is it the way of telling stuff wrong?the parents trying to prevent harm to thier children???this reminds me a story where a Mom doesnt prevent her child from aprroching the fire so it learns the hard way.the hard way yea???? but lifes not that simple dear the hard way stuff has to pay a price after all we have only 1 life so cant loose any thing much.but does it mean we also need to utilize our life and have lot of fun?? after all its your life you see and you will get only 1 life.why is life so complicated why? why wasent there a simple button where can click and download a life of our own if any one finds such a site let me know please

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Yes iam a wanna be and iam proud of it coz i still dont know wht the future holds but yet feel secure in the dreams of the present................
school was good because it was a small place little people to compete with ya it was good thinking you were the best but then came the college.if that wasant worst then came university college soon to realize be here to fight the world or be a mere loser.Isnt that what the education thought us only first rankers are the best rest just need to keep up.The problem with India is not in the people but in the mentality it self.The roots are rotten the only thought in an indian as a wanna as iam is "I want to be an Engineer or a good Damn doctor" then wht???? work for some MNC who give you good bucks grow fat on that then get married to an Indian chicks get kids an retierment home then after you grow old and useless read the news paper and say "India........its so bad how my beta calls me to stay in the states".Yea iam right every damn idiot is like this none of them need to think of what they can actually do for India rather than thier self.how many how them do you think have taken up pure science so they can do some good things in the field of science answer is none.All where forced to get it into the field coz they got low marks yes pure science is for the dumb and the IITs are for the bright.so that they can work for the MNCs and get bucks while these poor guys in pure science can rot with Indian salaries.This is the fact in every case until the mentality is changed there is know hope no light and no end to this tunnel of darkness

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First blood

AHhhh!!!!!atlast began blogging that was just 1 more level up i needed what else could i do to kill this boredrom.ya i know iam really stupid but who cares its my life and as blogspots given me free space for crap.atleast i can scribble something worth while.worth while????eh you definetly do not wanna be in this boring place so just in case you felt you werent warned this is my space and i will do whatever i want to do here get it????

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